- Author: Saoimanu Sope
In celebration of Black History Month
When she was younger, Tamekia Wilkins believed that becoming a movie star was her calling. “Then reality sank in, and I knew that wasn't going to happen,” said Wilkins, an evaluation coordinator based at UC Agriculture and Natural Resources headquarters in Davis.
Her path forward focused on becoming a psychologist instead.
“I had this vision of helping people, but doing it while they were sitting on my couch, telling me about their troubles,” she said. Originally from Tuscaloosa, Alabama, Wilkins earned a bachelor's degree in psychology from the University of Alabama. Although she was set on psychology, Wilkins experienced a shift along the way – most of which was shaped by questions of identity and race.
Thinking back to the place and people that raised her, Wilkins said she had a good childhood. “I spent my days outside playing with friends. We'd play freeze tag, hide and seek… you know, normal stuff,” she said.
Wilkins grew up in Alabama during the 1980s and '90s. Her parents, however, endured the racial discrimination and segregation that catapulted the civil rights movement during the mid 1950s to late 1960s. Alabama has and always will be home for Wilkins and her family, especially her parents who live in the same house she grew up in, to this day.
For Wilkins and her three older siblings – two sisters and a brother – conversation about race and identity was a regular topic in their home. “My parents did not shy away from talking about our Blackness and race relations in this country,” said Wilkins. “It was a good thing, because it prepared us to have these conversations outside of the home, too.”
Despite only having high school diplomas due to circumstances, Wilkins' parents advocated for higher education. “They told us that if we went to college, life would be easier; they wanted us to do better than they were able to,” Wilkins said.
After completing her bachelor's degree, Wilkins packed up her stuff and left the only place she had ever known. She moved to Illinois to pursue a doctorate, getting her master's degree along the way.
As a master's student at the University of Illinois at Urbana-Champaign, Wilkins studied human and community development. She was primarily interested in understanding the influence parents have on elementary school children's behavior in the classroom, based on their level of involvement. Her interests led to opportunities to learn how to conduct quantitative research, design surveys and use software for statistical analysis.
With her new skills and research-focused mindset, Wilkins completed her dissertation on the influence of racial socialization on children's academic performance and behavior during the early school years. “I wanted to understand internalized behavior, and investigate the how and what parents say about race and its effects on their children in different areas of life,” Wilkins said.
The data collected revealed that Black parents living in predominantly white neighborhoods were more likely to engage in racial socialization compared to those living in neighborhoods where the racial makeup was more diverse or predominantly Black.
“What I learned is that when you live in a community with others who look like you, you don't have to be as intentional all the time,” said Wilkins. “The racial makeup of elementary schools tends to resemble the communities they are located in. So, Black parents are more likely to have conversations about identity when their children are going to predominantly White schools.”
Wilkins surprised herself throughout her educational journey. Earning a Ph.D. was not a solid part of her life plan, but she is grateful that it all happened the way it did, noting some influential mentors along the way. “I had a mentor during grad school, Christy Lleras, whose research, even today, is based on social justice issues and inequity within education. She was my cheerleader and was always on board with everything I wanted to do,” said Wilkins.
Robin Jarrett, another mentor, was the only Black professor in Wilkins' department during the time she was a student. “Even though she wasn't my advisor, she was certainly a mentor with so much wisdom. We keep in touch to this day and sometimes I'll call her up and let her know what's going on in my life,” she added.
Today, Wilkins applies her research skills to her current role as an evaluation coordinator analyzing data for three UC ANR statewide programs: 4-H, UC Master Gardeners, and the Expanded Food and Nutrition Education Program (EFNEP).
“I never thought I would find myself in California,” said Wilkins. “Coming from Alabama, California always seemed like this ‘other place' that was way too expensive to live in.”
Fast forward to 2016, shortly after graduating with her Ph.D., Wilkins moved to Sacramento to begin working for UC ANR and has been supporting the same programs for eight years now. Despite living in California and being a lot closer to Hollywood, Wilkins admits that her dream of becoming a movie star remains in the past.
These days, she is more eager to take advantage of California's natural beauty and landscapes. “In the eight years that I've lived here, I have not done enough things. I need to do more exploration,” she said.
When asked about her success and the trajectory of her journey thus far, Wilkins said that having a growth mindset is number one. “I've always believed that I could accomplish whatever I set my mind to because I have a growth mindset. After that? You've just got to do the best you can. Always do the best you can!”
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